Void

What’s the point in living, when everyone wants you dead?
What’s the point in love when it’s screwing in your head?
What’s the point in living, when everyone hates you more each day?
What’s the point of anything if the one you love pushes you away?
I love him more than anything but I’m afraid of getting hurt
So I hurt him and lied to him for all that I was worth
I stabbed him in the back and didn’t mean to hurt him at all
Now I’m regretting everything and bashing my head on a wall
I push everyone away, without realizing I just….avoid
The panic and loneliness is creeping up…sucking me into its void.