Lie To Me

You said you loved me; you were lying through your teeth
But I was so in love, and stupid enough to believe
Lie to me now, I dare you, I’ll see right through your lies
To get anything past me, you’re going to need a heavy disguise
Why would you say you loved me and then run away?
Why couldn’t you just tell me you didn’t feel the same way?
Why did you have to lie? Were you trying to spare my feelings?
You’ve spun yourself a complicated web with all your dealing
Please don’t spare my feelings, lay down all the cards
Just say it, say it now, out loud, it’s not that bloody hard!
I know you love someone else, and you don’t want me
You don’t have to try and hide it, it’s obvious to see
Say you love her! I want to see you squirm!
I want to see you suffer, you disgusting little worm!
Say it to my face! I was honest with you after all
Spit it out already, I hope you feel really small
This may be mean, but I suffered more than you
How hard do you think it was, when you denied the truth?
I want you to know exactly how much it hurt
I want you to tell me the truth, for all you’re worth!
Right now I know you are with her
I’m thinking of the times that were
Everything that we have been through
Now it feels like I’m losing you
I hope you see my face when you look into her eyes
I hope you think about me, and let out a painful cry
I hope you feel remorse, when you think about me
I hope you wish that things worked out differently
I’m sitting at home, knowing you are there
Knowing you are with her, I wish I didn’t care
Watching you love someone else, is so hard
It hurts so much, that my heart is scarred
I’m struggling to hold it together at all
I hope you’re there to watch me fall
The hardest thing for me, is knowing you love her
When I love you so much, my sight is just a blur
My eyes are full of tears that block out my sight
You shouldn’t have lied, saying sorry won’t make it right
Nothing will make it right, don’t you see?
You can’t take back those words that hurt me
Go on, I dare you, try it again, lets see
If you have the nerve, lie to me

By Rebekah Riot!
Copyright

New Moon Poem

New Moon Poem
Bella’s Point Of View
You took me to the forest, and said you had to leave
Your face was so solemn, but still I did not believe
I said I must go with you, but you ordered me to stay
You said you didn’t want me and you had to go far away
You said this was the last time I would ever see you
You kissed my cheek and walked away, was it really you?
Why would you leave me? You don’t love me anymore?
You said you didn’t want me; it shook me to the core
I stood there in the forest and whispered “he’s gone”
I fell to the forest floor in tears; I tried so hard to be strong
I lay there until nightfall, crying and shaking from the cold
You left me and never again would I see your eyes of gold
I found a friend in Jacob, and he healed the hole in my heart
He held me all together when I felt I would fall apart
I started hearing your voice, when I put myself in harms way
I did dangerous and stupid things, to hear what you had to say
One day, I missed you so much; I cried and gave a little sniff
I stood still, looking over the edge, and then I jumped off of the cliff
I heard your voice as I fell down through the air
You screamed at me, your voice was just so scared
I fell into the water, I couldn’t move or see
Things started to go black, but someone held onto me
We broke through the surface and I gasped for air
Jacob, my hero, he saved me, I’m so glad he was there
Things started to get bad again, I felt I couldn’t cope
The night I saw the black car, my heart was filled with hope
I ran inside and saw Alice waiting there for me
Why had she come back? How could this be?
She told me that she had a vision of me jumping off the cliff
That Edward thought I had committed suicide, my body went stiff
Edward told me that without me he had no reason for life
He said if he ever lost me, he’d get the Volturi to end his life
In a desperate panic me and Alice headed for the plane
We had to fly to Italy in time; I had to scream his name
We landed and got off the plane and Alice stole a sports car
We had no choice; walking or a taxi wouldn’t get us very far
We drove through the town; we needed to go much faster
If we didn’t get there in time, it would end in disaster
I got out and ran through the crowds, Edward was standing there
He was going to walk in the sun, reveal himself, I was so scared
I ran as fast as my legs would carry me and jumped into his arms
I stopped him just in time; I had kept my Edward from harm
He held me tight, and I held him, we kissed with all the love in our hearts
I knew from that moment when he held me, that never again would we be apart

By Rebekah Riot!
Copyright

Dedication:

For All The Twilight Saga Fans Out There!

Let Me Be Me

I’m not going to hide what I’m feeling
I’m not going to cover the fact that I’m not dealing
I’m not going to change myself for anyone that’s for sure
Obviously they’re not worth it if they want more
This is all I’ve got to offer, this is who I want to be
So don’t complain, accept it, let me be me

You think I’m a pathetic mess in need of help?
You think my file should be placed on a psycho shelf?
Well I’ve got news for you, I’m never gonna change
Even if you think that I’m crazy, a little strange
This is all I’ve got to offer, this is who I want to be
So don’t complain, accept it, let me be me

Why do I keep hoping you will talk to me?
When you are the one who tried to change me?
I don’t want this, I have to go away, leave now
I can’t be with you; I have to stop this, somehow
Time heals all wounds is what they say
But I’m still sorry it had to end this way

You can’t really expect me to change myself for you
I don’t need you putting me down, that’s why we’re through
Either you like me the way I am or you don’t
Honestly I won’t lose any sleep over this, I won’t
This is all I’ve got to offer, this is who I want to be
So don’t complain, accept it, let me be me

You say you’re sorry and you like me the way I am
Sorry, I don’t buy your lies, I don’t give a damn
You’re not sorry, no matter how many times you say you are
I don’t believe in second chances, stupid apologies won’t get you far

I’m not gonna change for you, you get the package deal
All or nothing with me, this is how I feel
Why don’t you just leave me alone? Give up, let this go
Stop trying to take back your words, you are so low
We will never work together; you’re not the boss of me
I can’t stand to speak to you anymore, let me be!

You tried to change me, what a stupid mistake
You should’ve known better, I’m no fake
Walk away now, leave me alone, let it go
Time to say goodbye now, I’m sick of your show
I know the phrase “never give up” but the act is wearing thin
Forget your apologies; throw your pathetic letters in the bin
I don’t want you, I thought I made that clear
Obviously you were too ignorant to hear

You tried to change me, stupid boy
Bet you wish you could turn back time
But you can’t

He Falls

Please forget me she says in a desperate plea
All this pain it isn’t worth it, let me be
He says he can’t forget her, he won’t attempt to try
Tears begin to form and she lets out one last cry
It hurts when we’re apart, but more when we’re together
He says he thought they were meant to be forever
She runs away then, and he attempts to follow
How could she leave him? Inside he is now hollow
He has no heartbeat anymore, can’t continue his life at all
Without her, there’s no reason for anything, he falls.

The End

Dedication:
This poem is for all the twilight saga fans out there.
This poem was inspired by the second book in the series, new moon. I just switched the roles. So it's a girl leaving a boy (Edward leaves Bella in New Moon).

If Nothing More

I didn’t know all these emotions were locked inside my heart
I didn’t know I could feel all this until you tore me apart
I broke down in front of you and I wrote down what I felt
You read it all and saw the cards that I was dealt
You’ve seen the insides of me, that no one has seen before
You saw me right to my heart, right to my inner core
You watched me as I fell apart
You watched me as you broke my heart
I didn’t think you cared at all
You were there to watch me fall
Now who will pick me up again?
Will you be there to be my friend?
If nothing more

Dedication:
You know who you are.
I'm sorry you had to see the darker side of me.
I'm not some emotional wreck.
I'm a happy person!

Take Back Those Words

She didn’t mean to say it
It didn’t come out quite right
She wishes she could turn back time
She didn’t want to start a fight

Now she does a double take
To try and take back her words
But it's impossible, a mindless mistake
Meaningless and absurd

Her best friend has deserted her
All because of those words
The conversation is just a blur
She wishes she never heard

She doesn’t know what she missed
She feels like a disaster
She wants to cease to exist
Fade into the plaster

Turn back time, start over
She didn’t want to be alone
Their friendship is now over
She lets out a miserable moan

Maybe it’s time for a new start
Be in the world by herself
She’s already given her heart
That’s why she hurts herself

She can’t be without her friend
It is no life at all
For her this is the end
Time to watch her fall

Don't Let This End

Dedication:
For Kendelle

Don't Let This End
How dare you accuse me of not liking you, you don’t know the facts
You look at me as though I just stabbed you in the back
You get so worried that something will happen and I’ll walk away
But you’re blind to see that I will always be here to stay
I want to be your friend forever, if you’ll only let me
But you’re so scared of tomorrow, just for now, let this be
If something happens and we decide to go our own separate ways
You can walk away from me but I will still be here to stay
I have to stay in case you change your mind and come back
I’m willing to wait forever if there’s a chance for another crack
I start to cry and mum asks what’s wrong, I say there’s something in my eye
But I know she sees right through me and my problems I can’t deny
It’s you who will decide the fate of our friendship, where this will go
Stop messing around, make up your mind, I really want to know
I can’t read your mind; you have to tell me what you’re thinking
Have you been feeling down lately, do you feel as though you’re sinking?
Please don’t let our friendship end, it seems to be deteriorating
Please don’t let our friendship end, ‘coz it’s my heart you are breaking